So with this being my topic of the day What is MY DREAM JOB?
I had the so called "dream job" of being a SAHM for about 2 horrible years. While the mom part wasn't the bad part being the wife of an alchoholic was horrendous a nightmare in itself. I would never wish those years I lived on anyone. While I miss the SAHM life soo much now being gone not by choice over 50hrs a week all of during which my kids are awake is the hardest job.
I can fantasize all I want about being a SAHM again but in reality I was going insane being so isolated. Of course that was also situational due to living on post and not being allowed to socialize but also needing other adult interaction that does not have to do with the kids. My ex did not want me to know anyone and restricted me from knowing any of his friends maybe in fear I would cheat on him? I guess saying I DO wasnt enough to build his confidence.
So basically I have figured out my dream job/life is to work part-time essentially my own buisness with flexible hours in which I might fit a 40hr workweek and not even realize it, I want to give other moms the same freedom and rights like being able to bring your baby to work until they are 6 months or crawling. Sure it may even have something to do with children in the afternoon. But I want to be the mom who has a hot breakfast with her kids before they get on the bus to school and be there waiting with a snack when they get home before we run off to soccer , dance or karate practice, and help with their homework. I don't want my kids to be latchkey kids in gradeschool or even worse middleschool when they might even start acting out lol I do have two girls who think they are 16 already and sometimes wonder if I got married again someday would I have another? Would I give being a part-time sahm a chance again? I really think I would but it would be a totally different life than the first time. Maybe then I would be able to enjoy being a mother. Working parttime by choice not being a fulltime mom, employee and student all at once.
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