So in this episode

So in this epiode of my life I decided to give in and do this PCI thing even though I have to take out loans. Oh well i would have to do it no mater where or when I go to school and at least this way I can have a decent job that is portable within a year. So that I might actually be able to raise my children instead of having daycare do it for me.

So yes my experience going back to school has been tougher than I thought. I am totally exhausted but it feels nice to be working my brain again. So I only have to attend in person twice a week but when you are there its like intensive learning about 40 min from home for a couple hours. So twice a week now the girls and I don't get home until about 11pm. I dont study on those nights. Then during the non class days we hit the gym for an hour or two depends on my energy level which I am hoping will go up once I have the thyroid thing fully checked out. Then head home try and spend some time together and then its bedtime for the little ladies and study time for me. And on the weekends take my quizzes.

Their Bio dad is still no where to be seen which is a major relief. I set up times for him to see them and he stands them up. That just proves to us he is no good and we are better off without him.