That was a long one!

Yes im sorry that was all just one long vent but this journal is about the only venting place I have these days. Why did I get into all of that? because after 3 months being back from Iraq my ex finally decided to make the effort to see the kids. Im exhausted today because for the last week I have being at my wits end trying to figure out how to make ends meet the night before so stressed out I was up until 4a.m. , then the drive to Fort Riley and an exhausting discussion the drive home, the anxiety about having surgery after work and before having to go to class tonight and be at work in the morning. So while I give him props for at least helping keep my water on, and a little on daycare I still have to make $250 in one week to make ends meet and keep my job. Daycare isnt free.