I must say there has been allot of venting about my ex this week most likely because he can't control himself. And So I laugh and cry and then laugh some more. I laugh when he says things like " I have never loved and hated someone so much in my life" I cry when my life feels impossible and he only adds to it with verbal abuse saying messed up things about my dating life. LoL im a slut for having dated 2-3 guys in a year of being separated and being with Nic for just about 6 months LMAO. And then I laugh even harder when he says I cant clean up after myself or cook a decent meal at a decent time. All I ever feel like telling him is you marry a wife not your mother. I was not there to do your laundry, cook and have a hot dinner on the table for you nor a plate in the fridge for after your party session of actually being a man whore. Over 30 women over one year and while I was pregnant now that is a disgrace! and disgusting. Lying to your new girl and telling her you weren't married when a divorce nor a separation was in the works all while stringing your wife along , neglecting to mention that kids are involved now that is how to start a relationship good luck. And to be that poor girl with such low self esteem to stay with him after that type of lie, I was once that girl I fell for the lies and didn't realize how much I was worth or that I deserve a thousand times better. I'll break you and then I will buy you a pretty necklace is not a way to live. And I did I found a million times better.
Be jealous because when my house is clean it is for me and my kids, when I cook dinner its because I feel like cooking, when I do Nic's laundry if he ever lets me its because I want to and I would do it for him anytime. Or is it because my relationship is not based on lies and while he is out drowning in bars and one nighters , we live the happiness most people strive for and go out partying looking for.
I no longer drink to forget. I live to remember.
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