Six Months

So last night I drove myself crazy trying to figure out why is it I feel so guilty when I spend anything on myself.

And started taking inventory... in the past 6 months I have gotten exactly one horrible haircut which I could not afford to get fixed. I have bought 2 dresses and maybe 2 shirts a no shoes for myself. I was given for X-mas a gift card to Maurices and bought myself one sweater , a dress, and a tank top. No jeans because it had been so long since I had bought a pair that I dont even know what size I am anymore.

Wow now that is a depressing accomplishment.

Funny of the day!

Why you should always check your childs homework!!!!

Mid-Terms are comming...

Im soo sleepy! I am dragging behind today stayed up all night studying. Decided im going to chop my hair off next month again because its finally almost healthy again.

Best Advice of My Life

So the best advice I have ever recieved. Get divorced before you get married again if ever. LOL isnt that the truth ! You get to know the ugly, you divide whats mine , yours, and ours.

Kind of sounds like a pre nup huh?! maybe pre marital counseling lol

But still no doubt this was the best advice I have ever heard.

The Little Ladies

The Best

I have the bestest boyfriend ever!! He let me have a girls night out this past weekend and here is a pic of me and one of my bestest friends .

Trend PEEVES

Ok so im going to rant on about these "so called trends". I by no means am all into style these days I can barely shop at walmart lol the sacrifices of motherhood. So while home in NY on winter break I noticed about 5 million pairs of UGGs pounding the streets. I must say those damn things while they may be comfortable are UGLY ! No girl should be seen in those things unless its snowing in antartica and you live there.

#2 The whole jet black hair with a purple streak WTF people we dont live in a movie if your tryin to stand out im sorry but every one and thier momma is doing that in NY.

There was one more but I forgot

So in this episode

So in this epiode of my life I decided to give in and do this PCI thing even though I have to take out loans. Oh well i would have to do it no mater where or when I go to school and at least this way I can have a decent job that is portable within a year. So that I might actually be able to raise my children instead of having daycare do it for me.

So yes my experience going back to school has been tougher than I thought. I am totally exhausted but it feels nice to be working my brain again. So I only have to attend in person twice a week but when you are there its like intensive learning about 40 min from home for a couple hours. So twice a week now the girls and I don't get home until about 11pm. I dont study on those nights. Then during the non class days we hit the gym for an hour or two depends on my energy level which I am hoping will go up once I have the thyroid thing fully checked out. Then head home try and spend some time together and then its bedtime for the little ladies and study time for me. And on the weekends take my quizzes.

Their Bio dad is still no where to be seen which is a major relief. I set up times for him to see them and he stands them up. That just proves to us he is no good and we are better off without him.