Wednesday, December 17, 2008

My Own Two Cents...

On the ideal supermom AKA the mom who someway somehow has the time to work a fulltime job, juggle and shuttle1-2- 3-4 kids to and from school and afterschool activities, send kids off to school with hot breakfast in thier bellies, pack lunches, cook dinner, hit the gym 5 days, have an immaculate house and still keep her husband happy, while still taking classes to keep up her job skills.

Oh man Im talking some serious Adderall addictions way back when. I have no clue how my own mother did it ! Two kids , a husband, school , work , a house, and with all of that going on she still survived breast cancer! Surgery Chemo and all that came with it. Of course my dad allowed her the ability to be a stay at home mom and full time student when needed, But I still remember the days we shopped for her wigs, when she had to shave her head of amazing gorgeous full wavy waist length hair , and when we shopped for her suits for when she entered the work force when I was in third grade and her dad passed away and a month later my dads father passed away from the same heart disease in thier early 60's!

So in thinking of all of this I have been realizing my lack of energy is it just natural aging? or is there something wrong with me. Well turns out I am having a thyroid issue oh well further testing to be done on friday . Yay me and I get to make my attempt at being a supermom lol with possible health issues :(

What more am I thinking about I feel so bad for the one mom on Biggest Loser Vicky who was obviously dealing with most moms struggle to either work and be fit or be with her children I have the very same struggle minus a husband and my kids are toddlers. I would love to work 25 hrs a week and have the time to make breakfast and lunches and keep ,my house clean lol with the fanstasy of having a husband to give me a break at the end of the day and cook dinner or help with baths. Wow in the past I was soo made to feel like poop by my ex husband that I did not realize the potential I had. Lol gone are the days of havign to have dinner on the tv tray watching football at 5 pm everynight and still getting yelled at because the house was not immaculate. I am soo thankful to be I am really happy right now I have the best boyfriend in the world and he helps out in anyway he can, but most days I am on my own to get things done.

I think I am going to declare a second mothers day this year because to be honest moms deserve it! It should be a monthly thing!

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